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Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Here we are....

Part of me is sad to write this and the other half of me feels like a weight is being lifted off of my shoulders. I have officially decided that I am going to take a break from my blog for a while. I'm not sure if awhile is a week or maybe year. Who knows. Lately, writing for my blog has seemed more like a chore. Each week I have struggled to even come up with words to type and it's sort of frustrating. I love to write and I love my blog/website. I want to put my all into it and not half a** any of it, which is what has truly led me to this point.

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Dear G: Week 2


Dear G,

Today is August 12 aka your due date. I had been anticipating this day for the last nine months. I had it written in all my calendars and planners in big bright letters. Today was going to be the best day of my life. It’s crazy how things work out though. I’ve been able to hold you and kiss you for two weeks now. While today was supposed to be the start of our journey, I can’t say that I am mad you came a little early. These last two weeks have been the best two weeks of my life. Despite the exhaustion, mid-night frustrations, and poopy diapers seeing your gummy smile makes my days’ worth living.

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Dear G: Week 1


Dear G,

It's been a little over a week since we officially got to meet. I would be 39 weeks pregnant with you today and that's sort of trippy to think about. I have been putting off this letter to you for months now. Every week, I would put "write letter to baby" on my to-do list but I would always put it off because I  wasn't quite sure what I wanted to say to you, how to say it, and I thought I had time. When I first felt my water break, I was kind of upset with you. I was freaking out because I felt like it was the worst timing ever. I quickly realized that you could not have picked a more perfect time to come. There was so much love surrounding your arrival. So many people put aside their differences and came together for you baby girl. It was a surreal feeling, it still is.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Week 37


Well......week 37 was quite the interesting one since it was abruptly ended since my daughter decided to grace us with her wonderful presence.