Day 2: Something I miss
At this moment, there are a lot of things that I miss such as, being able to shave my legs without having to sit down, not having constant lower back pain, and serving tables oddly enough. Ultimately what I miss is the most is being Kaleb.
This time last year, I was completely and totally care free. My 21st birthday was right around the corner, I was dating who I thought to be the man of my dreams, I was about to leave the country for the first time ever, and I had just gotten a new job where I was making a TON of money. Everything was beyond perfect. I had absolutely no complaints. I felt like back then I was completely in tune with myself and my happiness. I was on top of the world. I miss feeling like that. I miss not dreading going to work or simply waking up in the morning. I miss feeling at peace and my only worry being if I was going to get off in time to make it to the liquor store.
I was just beyond happy during that time of my life. It was an indescribable happiness I don't think I can explain it. With that being said, I just miss being me because this girl I have been lately is far from me. I miss smiling genuinely and laughing hysterically. I miss being around people I loved and having a good time all the time. I just want to go back to this time last year for like one day. Everything was great and I just did not know what pain was.
This blogging everyday thing is going to be difficult. I think I'm going to have to do it every morning when I wake up because they day got away from me today and I absolutely hate posting blogs this late. Anyways, I know this was pretty short but some may be longer or shorter than others. Hope everyone had an amazing Sunday. See ya tomorrow!
This blogging everyday thing is going to be difficult. I think I'm going to have to do it every morning when I wake up because they day got away from me today and I absolutely hate posting blogs this late. Anyways, I know this was pretty short but some may be longer or shorter than others. Hope everyone had an amazing Sunday. See ya tomorrow!
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